oh my goodness i miss texas!

aww...and i miss my nikki, emely, and farah!  i love you gurls!

this has been so long since i have been on this place. i almost forgot about it.

oh, wowsies...

This feels so wierd to write on here again...feels like Texas all over again.

well, to update, Rocky Ford isn't so bad.  i'm doing really good.  got a lot of friends, having a heck load of fun playing basketball, and just trying to make my way out the tunnel.  i really miss texas and hopefully i can come back to visit in the summer.  gotsta visit mi nikki and sisters! i miss them bunches.

well, there is this hottie, well, a few hotties here that i have my eye on! ; D  other than boys, boys, boys...school is okay. still boring. but i like high school, i am involved in school activites and it has helped me make a ton of friends and smile more.  everyone always tells me that i am cute when i play basketball...so typical...haha...

well, there is too much to say that i have already forgotten...so i guess too bad.

Thuytie Bird

ok ok...

i know i haven't been on lately but haven't you guys gotten tired of xanga??? i know i did...but here i am...back in action babie! lol

But guess what my peeps?  i got a new lover boy...haha...ok, maybe not my lover as you high schoolers think...he's simply MY eyecandy in dandy!!! haha

he's been on my mind a lot...other than that, nada is happening. 

This'll be like the last time that i write in here for a long ass time so brush up on those comments and leave me plenty!!!

I love you guys!

Thuy

Hey guys and gals!

I finally am going to go to register for high school...how exciting, huh?

I talked to a lady at the high school and she was really nice...so I'm relieved that she answered all my questions that I was really worried about...whew! Thank goodness...someone knows what their talking about. hehehe

N-e-ways, I start school next Tuesday.  Darn tootin' summer's over...

O...mi...gosh! I didn't know but my cross country practices started already!  I missed like a week of practice!!!  I am so scared that I am gonna be way outta shape, now.  Freak! I have to hurry and get my physical...QUICK!     ...

Wells, I hope school is well with you guys!  Talk to ya laters!

always,                                                                                                  Thuy!

I hate having to move here to Rock Ford.  It just stinks because I'm back to living in the ghetto where nothing will ever be safe. 

I hate it even worse because my sisters won't be here to watch over me anymore.  I have to be alone...and independent.  I have to rely on myself to take care of all my younger brothers.  To make my own friends and avoid enemies.  I have to look twice before stepping into something new. 

All these responsibilties were dumped on me without me being able to blink at how my life was. 

Sometimes I think to myself that I want to let go and give up on everything that I live for.  To just fall and never get back up. To be free from this.  But then I have to be smart and think again...if life were made easy, then God must've made us into his play toys...where we are all the same to him. We wouldn't have to pray to him for our difficulties that we face.  Just people that he watches over.  We would not be any different from the person next to us.

Experience makes us who we are and I am glad that I have suffered the things that I have suffered because it gives me a mind to think for myself.  It helps me appreciate the things that I have...and then, and only then, life becomes less of a struggle and more of a blessing.

I finally see who my truest friends really are...and I will honestly tell you..."You will have many friends in life, but only few would jump in front of a bus for you...".

I'm sorrie if I am such a bore right now, but I just needed someone to feel what I am going through right now.